i believe in everyone’s ability.
In anything, for any reason, in any direction.
Change Is All.
i think alot about how we don’t think (enough) about what we’re thinkin about.
Ya know?
i believe we should engage with our thoughts.
We should cultivate and explore our dreams while dreaming. i believe disconnections are painful, and that pain is, not just in support of, but demands healing.
The pain is always working for your highest favor.
Because it wont let you forget your hurt. We’re hurt. And It’s hurting right here and here and there and those ones too. So pay attention to me, she says. i’m right here and i need this. And also that and that and continue this now stop that and let’s move on over here because this is good now and we need to focus on this other (ideally/inevitably more expansive) thing.
And that “dialogue” was my summary of Healing.
Ya know?
The whole HEALING!!!! Of it all. So much pressure eh? Non-stop from literally everywhere. And that’s what we call Gravity. badoomcha
Amongst many other things. But fr fr, what i’m really saying here is this: the diamond and dirt and favorite shoes and rotting flesh are all the same.
All is.
The severity and joy of this is not to be ignored or taken lightly.
To do so is how we got here.
Here = in the heart if the Empire.
All of Us complicit.
“Some more than others” but tbh i loathe this “argument”.
Yes loathe.
The decision to end the thought exploration there, not the people – no – not even Trump has my hatred. Not even Belgian King Leopold II who slaughtered millions of Congolese (and all of us Americans/Western lifestyle livers & aspiring class traitors worldwide continue to do so today – myself included as i type on a laptop this manifesto manifested on a screen via the labor of an unknown number of hands, places, & processes….oh how quickly we slaughter all & look the other way….but i digress) — has my hatred. Why would i continue to give my power away like that?
Look what hatred has done to them.
To Us.
Tragedy. Compounded and smashed atop another one and another one and another one and another one and another one and another one and another one and another one and another one and another one oooooh yessss i understand murderous rage, intent, premeditation and even execution.
i have acted on my murderous and suicidal tendencies.
Own this.
Unite in this and see each other for who we are. Emotional. Powerful in this knowing aka feeling. Mighty. Capable of unspeakable horror. And Art. God the love and lore we emotional beings constantly make and experience – even in “non-action – is truly . Ya know?
i am so happy you’re here.
Not just reading this but here.
Life is such a gift. A greedy, neutral, damn near malicious in its curiosity, gift.
i have often written poetry cussing out the Universe for Their greed.
i believe God loves this about me.
that is why i’m blessed. i chose to relate to my god.
after all, i am the greedy one.
Relationship.
Everything everywhere is in relationship with everything everywhere always and forever.
right/wrong – this is divisive because its shallow and unstable.
i suggest: wound/repair. this is a call to action and clarified unity.
Even after the sun explodes. Which it will. And yet no Matter can be created or destroyed. Not by us, and everything we know and use is a variation of the same elements of the Periodic table. God did that. There is liberation at the sunset of terror. i hope you continue on – for i have always loved you.
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